Sometimes tho Im not even sure I want to make it.... Sometimes I just want to give up..... Sometimes I sit down and think what is the point.... Im always under peoples feet... Im always in the way..... What is the point in me being here??? I have a few good friends that keep me going but sometimes I think they would be better of with out me....At least then they wouldnt have to deal with my ****!! I dont know what to do or who to be anymore.... I cant be myself bacuse I dont know who myself is..... This really isnt helping that Im not eating much.... And at the min Im really shakie...... But thats not the point... Im doing it again I putting all my **** onto other people and I shouldnt...... I just dont think Im going to last......