Im sorry you are having such a hard time with her absense.
My T did a door knob confession with me as I was leaving session this week. As she was hugging me before I left, she told me to let her know how something goes and then said, I will be on a road trip but will have my blackberry for email. I didn't say anything.

It is so weird how it affects us when they go away. I felt myself worrying at just hearing those words from her. I worry about her safety, I'm am sure it has a lot to do with losing my mom not that long ago.

I hope your T comes back soon, hang in there...