Thanks BillieJ...... The poem is what my life seems like at the min.... Everything just seems so dark... And empty.... I dont know why I keep holding on... Well at the min I do...... I have a promise to keep but I just dont know how Im going to be able to get thought all of this..... Some times I think about just breaking the promise.... And giving up but I dont like braking promises..... I dont know what to do anymore.... I eating!! Well forget about that.... Thats gone sooooooo "wrong"...... My cutting wel I havent done it in a whie but have a feeling I might soon...... And my depression if thats what it is called..... Is well of the chart!!!