I can't handle my life any longer. This has been the absolute worst weekend. There isn't enough talk therapy and meds that can erase the guilt ans shame I feel. not to mention the loneliness and isolation. I can't stand it.

For a while this board was a nice refuge for me. But, I am fearful that it is yet another "escape". I am also tired of the lies and the game playing on here.

I loved the advice and chats with many of you. I also loved giving advice, made me feel good that I was giving of myself to others. But, I have laerned that you can't trust people that post on this board. And, I far that I am reaching down into my heart to give to someone that is simply scamming me.

Take care all. I need a break.