TY everyone for the hugs. I'm just to overwhelmed by everything right now. my T and back up T are both out of town on vacation and I'm not comfortable talking to the T they left me with. I just don't know him or even what he looks like.
i'm floating. just not aware of anything right now. is like i'm air. just not in a good way. i'm so paraniod. think everyone is talking about me and laughing at me. even my husband. i'm almost scared to be with him. feel like everyone hates me so much. and that they can't stand to even look at me. and like they think i'm so ugly they are stairing. just not good right now.