(((tryingtobeme))))what is your T doing that makes it seem he wants to abandon you? If for some reason he does not feel competent to help you, then he should make sure you can get in touch with someone who can. If he acts like he wants to leave, then MAKE SURE HE GIVES YOU A REFERRAL. I cannot stress this enough. You are not sómeone who is so bad that you must be dumped, not from what I can see. You deserve and need help. GOOD FOR YOU that you told him, though. It should make it easier next time. Few things are as terrible as seemed once we actually hear ourselves say it.