vett, I am so sorry to hear that you are having a bad weekend. I can understand your fear that this is just another escape, but I can't believe it is true, because I sincerely believe that you have received a benefit from the support and advice you've received here.

I also understand all too well that sometimes things here can get to be a little too much...and if you need to take a break, then take some time, and take care of yourself. But please come back when you feel up to it. You will be sorely missed.

*hugs*
mj