monty
hi,
this is like it feels like a breaking point - we've all been to those points where the breaks happen- but maybe its just more of a really hard bending point- your really being made to bend and be very uncomfortable for this time that your Ts are away- but theres so much room here to bend and not break. This is a very flexible place to bend into and out of in the forum with support.
(even though you feel sore later)