Make sure you are being treated by a doctor! You need to take time for you and to take care of you. Yes it hurts, but at least you know that he is not reliable now, as opposed to after you were married.
It is hard when you want to have someone romantically involved in your life. See this as an opportunity to take care of and discover yourself!
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I am not a medical or mental health professional, nor do I play one on TV, I just talk kinda like one!
Blessed are the cracked for they let in the light! They say I have A.D.D. but I think they are full off...
Oh look! A CHICKEN!
Be careful how you look at the world, it may look back!
How do you want to be seen?