Granted, these past few weeks haven't been a picnic, but just when I thought things began to settle and my persptective & focus has returned..some, now I can't sleep...No matter how hard I try. I "cat nap", and dammit, if this isn't only making things worse for me. (I'm fighting falling back into this (depression ?) mode...but find myself crying more than I care to..(not healthy for daughter, either).
Lack of sleep, maybe? I hope so.

I've even lost track of the days now. Everything is blending into eachother, and I hate this. I actually thought today was Thursday. Gettin ready to walk down to the health department to check on some counselling...UGH...discover that today is Saturday. My God!

I'm stuck here, in a home I don't want to be in. No transportaition because I discovered that my licence is under "inspection", (22 year old pending docket that the state can't seem to find a record of, so can't drive until they clear it).
Oh, yay! Just another opportunity for me to deal with the system. Once again, at their mercy of this freakin tag-waiting game, (of course it's to the beat of "their" drum..from court house, to municipal, to dmv, back to municipal then to courthouse, again....utter madness). They told me that the process can be expedited if I paid them $400 bucks, which is "supposed" to be reimbursed once they find that primative docket which no longer registers in their current filing system, yet reassure me that..."it's somewhere".
Because I don't have time to screw around, (and I NEED my own transportation..hate relying on others), I paid it, leaving me only $40 bucks in pocket..they'll suck you dry..don't matter to them. God knows, how long they would take without being paid.
Either way, I'm, once again, screwed by system. You'd think I'd be used to it by now....

Anyhow......Does anyone have any home remedies that aid in sleep? (Other than alcholol. That stuff is gross...won't go there). I sure could use a good night's sleep...as well regaing a proper perspective of time..lol.

Thanks a mill...appreciate it.

Shangrala