Thank you all for your support....

my appointment is tomorrow. I'm scared. I'm afraid to divulge all my dark secrets...I'm afraid not to be honest. It seems as if so much is riding on this try at getting well...

Parts of me tell me that this is hopeless and why am I trying anyway...it wont work. In fact, a huge part of me is saying that. Why did i make that call? I'm afraid.

Thanks for being there for me...