OMG! There is no better birthday present to give yourself then SLEEP!
I agree with what hangingon said, can I repeat it? It must feel so secure and safe to be able to do such intense work with your t and to then to have her really there for you during this sensitive time. I do think some therapists, mine to be exact, really miss the mark and leave you feeling like they cannot be trusted when there is a time of need.
She is really special

And so are you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!