Hi.

It seems impossible but I just got married on my birthday, Sept. 7. i am 42.

I am having a lot of trouble believing that anyone could love me.

the best friend I've evr had told me that I am too messed up for love, but apparently Dane doesn't think so.

this is uncharted territory for me.

But I am so happy.

I feel like this isn't meant for me. Every time something bad happens---and something bad did happen---right after our honeymoon---I think I am being punished by some supernatural force.

Anyone else have this issue? Where they can't believe something so good is happening to them and it is theirs to have?

Billi