It's clear that I am OCD and have been since at least my teen years and probably before. I have always counted things and wanted numbers to add up to '10', things like that. I am compulsively neat. I have dermatillomania (skin picking), intrusive thoughts. I am on Wellbutrin for depression and it actually seems to lessen the worst symptoms. It doesn't patricularly make my life terrible or stop me from functioning, so would there be any point to getting the official diagnosis at 42? Are there better meds?