How did I miss this thread???

Oh Eskie,

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((eskie))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Please don't think you are a bad daugter. You will grieve when the time is right for you and it doesn't always start immediately. You have so much you are dealing with right now that you may have already started and just haven't realized it. And remember that we all grieve differently too.

You'll get through this, you are strong. I'm glad to see your getting ready for your dressage show, this is a good distration so try not to think about any problems while your with your horses....think only horses.

For what it's worth, I'm not close to my mother and probably won't grieve much for her either. She has a way of alienating everyone in her life and no one is close to her. I know that sounds terrible too, but there's really very little I can do about it and I just have to accept it.

Take care sweetie, I'm so sorry you are having a tought time of it right now. Things will smooth out soon but you are handing everything very well.