Here's what I think ...

You are KIND
You are THOUGHTFUL
You are VERY ILL and IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT.
You are a WORTHWHILE HUMAN BEING.
You are SUPPORTIVE
You are NONE of the things that the depression tells you, especially not a freak.
You are a WONDERFUL PERSON and you are CARED ABOUT.

I hope you start feeling better soon. I know how hard it is. Please try not to listen to the depression, it lies!! Remember that just because you think something doesn't make it true. You're a good person, you don't deserve all this pain.