I just broke up with my boyfriend...about 2 weeks ago..it cause me a horrible pain..and that's how I end up on PC.. We've been together for more than a year..and it was along distance relationship..he lives in US and I live in Asia..at first it was okay.. Until he said that there's no more hope for us anymore..

He told me many times about the future..that it's impossible for us to be together if we look at the on going facts..(especially about the distance)..

I've been through a lot for the past two weeks...
Up until now...I'm still really depressed.. but really I'm trying my best to stand up..to face the reality..

We love each other so much...
even after he broke me up, he told me that he love me still...I still love him myself.. Never loved anyone like the way I love him..

The problem is.. he's changed now...
And I don't blame him for that.. Because I believe that every person has his/her way to face a problem..
I know that he's sad too about us breaking up..
But now he's becoming a 'cold stone' really...

We used to talk everyday on the phone,and talking via IM when we were still together.. even after we broke up..
What I can't take is that..he really act as if nothing ever happened.. a couple of days after we broke up of course I was still really really sad..that I would call send him text via IM just to tell him that I feel really sad.., right now I'm crying.., I'm watching this movie and it reminds me of you..bla..bla..

I did the texting thing usually while he was asleep..
Hoping that when he got up he'll at least say something to comfort me.. But he never said a word .

He'd just greet me like really nothing happened : Hello.good morning..
And it keeps on going until we had an argument about that... He said that he was sorry he's changed..that it was his way to tackle this problem..sadness..of us breaking up.. By becoming an 'ice'... so that he wouldnt feel the pain...he said he was sorry for being selfish...

The problem is..I couldn't take it anymore...everytime he calls me "honey' (he's still doing it...)everytime he says i love u to me..after we broke up..it's killing me..while on the other hand he's behaving like ice..plus the fact that we don't have each other anymore..

He wants everything to go smoothly.. by acting normal...
I cant do that...because I'm still in pain...
And I couldnt show him my sadness anymore because he wouldnt do a thing about it..and it's hurting me more..
I can't pretend anymore... like there's nothing happen..I can't pretend to be happy...I can't pretend as if everything's all right....

Last night I turned off all my cells...and today is the first time for us not talking each other since the day he left our country last year...

Please help me anyone...
What should I do..?
Am I doing the right thing here.. by turning off my cells?

Thank you,
Superloner