hi there living miracle...

thanks for the advice... you people are so kind... I'm really happy to have found this site..and meeting people like you guys... I mean it...

Me myself I dont talk a lot to people about my private stuff.. I like to keep it for myself..even to my friends..even to my close friends sometimes it's hard for me to speak up..(I'm weird I know..but I guess that's me)..

I guess you're right about : I discovered that by still talking to him, I was only causing myself more pain and not allowing myself to heal.

Thank you livingmiracle...