I dunno but I've been going back to school and a fresh new start been more active and learning. No more crying on my medication and still your not well. I'm feeling great about the fact I was going to go skate boarding with my friend and others. Until she slams down the punishment of your not well so now I feel like I deserve my life to have no fun at all. Well thats ok... because if she won't let me go then I'm happy with it!