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Old Sep 27, 2009, 05:26 PM
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Originally Posted by rainbow8 View Post
hi, Bluemoon. I just want to say I understand the conflicting emotions you are having about desk t. I think you will gain much from discussing these feelings with ftt. I can feel your pain because I also have such difficulties leaving people.
I know you understand Rainbow and I know you have the same difficulties leaving people. I will bring it up to ftt.

The feelings I have about leaving her feel overwhelming. I wish these kinds of feelings could just roll off my back and I could handle sadness and separation like a grown up. I feel like a clinging little girl. I cant let go. I am so afraid to feel like I miss her and want her. The thought of those feelings makes me unable to make an appointment, write a letter to her or call her. I dont want it all to be final and over.

Last edited by BlueMoon6; Sep 27, 2009 at 06:18 PM. Reason: more bad spelling