Why did I TRY to reach out to somebody and still back fired on me. Why couldn't I just still be here suffering in silence. Why do I make my actions so loud that sometimes even the best hearers can't hear a sound of it. I just don't understand. With quick react all could seem so hopeless. You proberly dunno what I'm on about so whatever nevermind. Just I really want to go its a chance to skate board with others. I'm not planning to do any thing stupid... I PROMISE!