Me too. I've never belonged anywhere. I was an Air Force brat, and just moved around all the time, and noplace was ever home. I've always been an outsider. I don't know how to belong, and I'm always sure that other people already have established friendships and relationships and there is no real place for me. I make a few friends (never comfortable in large groups), but never feel like I'm a real part of their lives. It feels like if I weren't there, nobody would care, or probably notice. Even when I know that there are a few people who reach out to me or even appreciate something that I know or can do.