Last week, I felt better than today.

I am worried about things..decisions I made last week at work.
Worried about school work.
Worried about getting stuf done at work and for work.
Worried no one likes me.
Worried something terrible will happen (do not know what really).

Aware of cleching my jaws tightly.

I skipped one day of meds this weekend because I was experiancing vertigo so bad Saturday morning. So I did not take it Saturday night.
Took it last night.

I really do not like this at all.

What is it like to be confident, fun and sure of youself?
What is it like to not worry about what other think?
What is it like to like who you are?
What is it like to be sure of oneself and be okay with critisum?
What is it like to be sure of yourself and the decisions you make?

Why do I worry all the time?

I must get ready for work now and I do not want to do that either...dreading it.
Do not want to go.