Life is just too hard, so very hard. I am so weary of so much c**p going on that I can't find the strength to keep going.

I guess it is fortunate that I take Lamictal which veils my suicidal thoughts on a shelf in my mind. I can see them. I just can't assess them, but I know they are there.

Just how many painful emotional issues is one person suppose to be forced to survive.

The story behind this post is not important to anyone but me. It is just that this board and the PTSD board are the only places/persons outside of my weekly psychologist session that I can talk too. And that is one of the most painful issues, I have NO ONE in my life I can talk too outside of my weekly psychologist appointment.

Thanks for listening.