Yeah, I have been reading up on some things about Bipolar on the internet. It's not hard for me to accept that it's a REAL illness with REAL issues. It just seems that my medicines are NEVER right. I have been on at least 4 different anti-depressants. I've read that sometimes it takes awhile to get the medicines regulated. I guess I'm just a little impatient. ALOT impatient..!! And I get SO very depressed. I'm just glad I found this place...there ARE other people like me!!