I can relate to this. I can get stupidly jealous of every female my husband talks to, from cousins to co-workers to cashiers. I can't even stand the thought that he has ever kissed another woman in his life.

Now he has given me absolutely NO reason to be this way. He's not a flirty type at all and he's not the type that women flirt with. It all makes no sense. He is open, loving, understanding, and madly in love with me. He's incredibly romantic and constantly lets me know, both by word and deed, how much he cares about me. He has handled my jealousy with calmness and love, without getting mad at me. I'm just so worried that I might one day push him right out of my life.

I know my jealousy comes from past events with other men in my life, and not anything he has done. Sometimes in the middle of my jealous rage, I know inside how ridiculous I'm being, but I just can't stop!