Thank you very much! I went back to the Dr today and he said I was definetly not ready to go back and he would fill out any paperwork I needed for work. I do has short and long term disability and I will be doing short term for now to see how I will be doing after I get used to the meds and counseling. I guess I get three months of full pay for the short term so I might as well try to get better. The hard thing is all the millions of questions everyone at work is asking...I just say I am sick and leave at that. It will be real hard when I go back and people keep asking what I was sick with and I don't answer. I guess this will be a subject for counseling.
The Hr said they would mail me papers for the FMLA but would I need that if I am using disability?
The only thing bad today was that my doctor said I had to take the zanax twice a day now and I told him I was not too keen on taking this med. But I guess I will see how it goes.
Thank you and I am glad I am here! I will need lots of advice as I go.