did your therapist mention why he thought you should start coming off the anti-dep? maybe finding out the reasoning behind that might help you to make the med decision. as for the trauma stuff, that, im not sure about. its a legitimate concern, i think, but its always hard to determine whether you are hiding behind it to avoid the trauma work. you could say in your next session that youre not feeling up to it (if in fact you arent) and talk with your therapist about why...