oh lynn...
I'm so very sorry that you have are going through so much!

Yes, you have the power and determination to see you through...you've come too far to give up. I know you are drained, and I wish there was a way of filling you up...
Have you thought about contacting the ACLU? Your rights have been violated and they may be willing to look into it...perhaps at least to guide you to someone who would be able to help you.
We care very much about you, lynn.
Words are failing me and I offer my apology for not having wise ones to offer you.

Please know that we care...
Catherine