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it does seem a bit odd for t to suggest weaning you off the AD right now. maybe he doesn't realize how much the impending divorce is affecting you? i do think your concerns about doing the trauma work sound legitimate. can you contact t before this week's appt to let him know you aren't sure you're ready for the trauma work? maybe you can start work on the divorce stuff instead. be gentle with yourself.