hi vicky...

thank you so much for the reply...

I've been thinking about what you said a lot...and i think you're absolutely right...

Because I know that when we were still together I often find myself feel that I'm not good enough,pretty enough for him, I'm too old for him..(his 7 years younger than me)...I always have this suspicious feeling that his mother doesn't like me..we come from a different social background...(even now I have myself a very good job on tv.. it doesn't make me feel 'better..in front of him') I don't deserve him...
he never cares about those things..and even he did tell me and show me that he loves me unconditionally... still those feelings stay..

But now, as I said earlier..we're not together anymore.. We've been in a long distance relationship for more than a year..until he broke me up because he said that our rel.ship's getting worse everyday because of the distance..so there seems to be no future in it..so he broke me up..I'm still in pain now...
Anyways..thank you again vicky....insecurity is the issue here... take care