My ex used to hit me and we were only together about 6 months but that whole time was filled with lying and drinking behind my back etc...

So I just found out today that apparently he married the girl that he cheated on me with and they have kids together and he treats her like gold. So I basically feel like I was the punching bag for his issues and now, the girl that he cheated on me with, is getting all the good. Not only do I feel horrible because it took years to get over it and this is kind of relighting all those feelings I used to have but it makes me feel like maybe I did deserve it. If he can treat another girl fine and not me....