You should be very proud of yourself for your 10 months of being SI free...Don't be hard on yourself for slipping...I know that fighting the urge to SI is very challenging, but you have proven through your strength that it is possible...everyone slips but they get back up and keep fighting...Please don't beat yourself up over this...Be proud...honor your courage, your strength and your determination...
My thoughts and prayers are with you...
Broken1