Hubby is in the same position as you and went the root of no more Drs....

How silly of him he still suffers terribly and wont go back. I beg you please be open and honest with your Dr its the only way to go if you want to get better.

Hubby has IQ of 158 and used to 'play' with the Drs. Doing himself no favours. One Dr gave him the data sheet book with all medications in it and let him choose his own meds, he quite liked that Dr and I am sure that Dr like him as he made his job so much easier.

Best thing you can do is to explain to the Dr that you know all he is going to say to him and work WITH the Dr rather than play games with them then maybe you will get somewhere.

By the way hubby is MPD/DID.