I try to talk to my husband; and he keeps saying he don't think that is what it is. My mom says the same thing. I talk to my mother n law (we are pretty close) and she acts like "oh, you think you have problems". I feel trapped. If no one wants to learn about it, how do I make them understand what I am going through. I know the diagnosis is correct because it makes PERFECT since. Luckily enough I am not a severe case and I am able to treat it with herbs and relaxation (doctor okayed). But, I want to have the family prepared for the unexpected. I have already be hospitalized once and who is to say it won't happen again?

I try not to focus on it, but sometimes I feel like just being human is impossible now. Because every time I get upset I get the "here she goes again" routine. I am aloud to have emotions that does not deal with the disorder...right? If everyone would just stop and listen, they would no if I cry...my feeling are hurt, if I get mad....something made me mad. I am human; so I thought.

Does any of it make since?