Last night I was with my husband.

He was so accepting of me!

Esp. a part of my sexuality that I have always rejected.

for a moment, I was able to accept it, too.

But today, I am back to rejecting it.

Because i woke up today with a vaginal itch.

I was able to take care of it with a vinegar douche, but I was struggling with anxiety about being bad again and was afraid that the itch was a supernatural being punishing me for sex last night and my husband accepting me and this part of me that i've rejected and still reject this minute.

I am sure ppl can relate to hangups around sex, pleasure, love, and religion.

Thank you.

B.