Your score is "yours" and how you feel about yourself and your situation. It's self-reported. Take it on a day you're feeling better and compare the two scores is an interesting experiment for me. Whatever you do, don't feel badly about yourself, it's just a barometer of the period when you took the test, kind of like, it's-raining-now-but-the-sun-will-be-out-in-a-couple-hours. It's not about You, it's about how you're feeling when you take it.