thanks jan for your support, Well i apparently tested fine on thyroid and no i never went to a gastroenterolgist...doctor number like 6 im going to now had orginially seen me a year and a half ago when i came to her with the swollen lymph nodes and joint pain and lumpy chest. I figured id go to her since she knew i had these same problems awhile ago and I was right...she is taking charge..however its going to take awhile for her to get all my charts together to make one plus i have to wait two weeks to redo all bloodwork and see if my UTI antibodic works...So all of that is going to take three weeks i will go back to her Oct 22. I would love to go on short term disabilty but we cant really afford for me to rest. Im just going to have to try deal with it all on my own. At this point im so physically falling apart sometimes its really mentally draining just thinking about going to my job and being a nursing assistant. It hurts just to walk up and down stairs..im so breathless...Im also afraid that whatever i have is now attacking my organs...my liver, my spleen, my kidneys, my stomach...sorry im going off on random tangents...lol did i mention it must be attacking my brain too?? Im trying to get as much rest as i can. Thanks jan, i really appreciate your support it means alot to me.

*im editing this to add my doctor said she doesnt think i have mono...she thinks that my liver and spleen are enlarged because whatever i have might be going for my organs...however i tested so weakly for a postive mono it doesnt make sense with my extremely low white blood cell count. According to her if it was an infection my white blood cell count would be high...she said a biopsy might be necessary to rule out lymphoma but who knows what the heck it is!