Had the worst day today,I hung with my friend today and he was talking about her today and that really put me in a depro mood, I don't why it just triggered me and now I feel like absolute ***** and nothing I try and do is making me happy I feel the worst eva and every time I think of her I even more depro, to make matters even worse he and another friend went to go visit her and that sent me off the deep end, so now here I sit in my room feeling like nothing matters any more, I just wish all the pain would go away and then I could get on with my life, but it won't and now I must sit and feel the worst that I have felt in over a week.