If Flordia is your only hope than that is what I would do. Your not going to get into any trouble if your leaving a dangerous situation. That's what I think anyways. You could also go to a shelter. If he is beating you, then I would get out of there ASAP. I was in a abusive relationship in every way you can think of. My advice is to start planning your get away right now. You could call a domestic violence shelter, and they should be able to give you the information you need. I know how abuse is, they take all your self worth away from you, and it never gets better it only gets worse. Take your child and get out of it.