I count my blessings everyday. Tonight, I still can't believe how lucky I am to have my loved ones near me. I have more than everything anyone can ask for. I just want to be a better person, so there's no way I can do stupid things that can hurt my loved ones. I just want a guarantee that they won't be hurt by me. Please don't take my loved ones away from me.
I'm just rambling on right now, because I want to say so much, but I can't, 'cause I'm afraid it won't be understood.