I'm sitting here all alone and I have a razor in my hand, I want to cut so badly right now, all to relieve the pain and suffering that I have built up inside of me, I just wish that all this pain would go away and I know that it won't, so now I want to cut myself and just relieve even a small portion of pain, I know I will feel better about, don't ask me why I'm writing this I gues I just need to let it all out before I do it. Sorry all.