I had to force myself out of bed this morning. I was absolutely scared. I was anxious and almost in tears. My heart was pounding and thoughts racing. But I got out of bed and had a shower...etc.

I took a taxi so I would get there on time since I have never been to this area of town.

I think I answered most of her questions correctly. I was calm and polite. I think I was well spoken.

I felt a need to clarify why I resigned from my previous jobs.

My first job I resigned due to poor working conditions (I didn't elaborate because this would get me in hot water saying my former supervisor was a B from H). I also told the interviewer that they had an odd signing in policy and that I was told that they wouldn't give references out in case the person turned out to be a criminal or someone who hurts children. We both found this odd.

My second job I resigned for medical reasons. I told the interviewer I had an allergic reaction that I was later hospitalized for. And that I could only give less than a days notice. And that my former boss may give negative feedback due to the notice I gave.

I have to wait about a week to hear back as to whether or not I got the job.

My impressions of the centre were that it looked run down and old. So, I don't know if I want to work there even. I am so confused. The wage is good. I guess this will be a test to see what my former employers say about me and if it hinders me getting the job or a job.

What if my former employers give negative feedback and I cannot get hired anywhere?