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My aunt gave me a very good motivational thought for when I'm going to leave. Problem is the thought brings up terrible feelings. She asked me "What if he is throwing one of his fits and your daughter happens to be in the way. You will no longer have the chance to get her out." That thought TERRIFIES me... The thought of my daughter not being here. But what terrifies me the most is my daughter not being here any more because I was too weak to get her out... I hope this will be able to be my motivation. It's just so hard!
It's very hard to think I can get out, after 5 years I can finally do it. It's so hard to imagine my life so much different... It will be a better different I can see that, but change is still very scary!
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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