Thank you everyone for your comments. To answer the question, no I will not be going to a womens shelter. I will be moving in with my aunt. I feel weak but as soon as I feel strong something happens and it kicks me right back down again.
I have to get a job. What if I can't find one? What if no one will hire me? I have such terrible social anxiety as well... How will this work?! Aaaahhh it's getting to me bad right now
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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