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WHY? WHY NOW? He's trying to be nice now and I don't like it! I hate it because it makes me want to change my mind but I can't! Why now? 5 years and why does he choose today to be nice? Jst 3 days before I plan to leave? UUUUUGGGGHHHH
He does this all the time! He goes through nice bits for a couple days after things have gotten really bad. But these good days don't last long. Please let me stay convinced he wont change, please let me stay convinced things wont get better and please don't let this make me change my mind because I feel bad!!!
So so terrible, one thing after the other is going wrong since I decided to leave... I need this, can't just one part about this be easy?!
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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