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Thanks for your response. My aunt told me a day or two ago (my days are all blending together lately) that I will be tested, I will be tested more than I can imagine when it comes time to leave. Things will make it harder and things will make me want to stay. She said this tests me and my strength, tests if I really want out and if I'm strong enough to do what I have to do. I just didn't think I would be tested in every way imaginable. I didn't know I would have to go through all of this just to get my life back. And the hard road is just going to get harder and more painful. But it's what I need so I think I will be able to over come everything... It's just so hard. The doubt the security, everything makes it so hard and my moods concerning this are all over the place. I just wish one thing would be easy, just one.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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