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I had to go out with him to a work thing today. It was hard and I just wanted to scream the entire time. I beat him at the game he forced me to play than on the way out to the car guess who drives slowly past us? None other than the lawyer from yesterday. He winked and smiled at me and I forced a smile than directed my face back to facing the ground. Husband didn't notice. He's trying his hardest not to throw a fit right now. Don't know why since he knows nothing about what I plan. I guess it is his way of keeping control over me. Either way I was doubting everything of course until I saw the lawyer. It's like he was there just for the purpose of reminding me there is a reason for this. Of all the lawyers and all the streets to be parked on (we weren't parked in the place we were supposed to be) he had to be there at that exact time to remind and reassure me... It's just going to be hard... But it will be worth it.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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