Hi everyone...
I am so confused...
I should be happy but I wasn't... This weekend I had family and friends around me. My daughter was here with my grandson and my friend, her daughter, and niece came to visit me. My daughter as always left and left me with the baby... I am use to that... my friend helped to care for him and her two she had with.

Here is the problem... by the time today came I was so excited when they left... I had wished they had left yesterday instead...

I have such a hard time with people and I shouldn't feel this way when it is life long friends and family....
What is wrong with me... I am getting so bad about being around anyone now. It use to be ok if everyone was here all at one time... now I want NO ONE around me at all...but then I dont' like to be alone either...no happy medium

It should have been a good weekend... I got a phone call from social security friday saying I was accepted for disability... I was happy about that yet unhappy I had everyone here...I hate feelings...they totally confuse me.

Thanks for listening...
Somebody