I second that emotion!
It's a horrible way to feel about yourself ("aaargh just go away, I hate you, I hate you!!") and it's a feeling that, I think, a lot of us here on PC feel.
I'm not good at advice so I will just say this: We here certainly
do not hate you and I am positive you're loved by many. If only we could learn to love ourselves

Just hang on in there and ho-pe things will get better!
Huggsies
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